何謂真愛？

人往往用遠距離戀愛很辛苦當藉口，
那是否想過生死之別的距離又有多苦...？
只有真愛才是經得起考驗的...
可是世上有多少個是真愛
真愛是可遇不可求的...
何必為一個不值得妳傷心難過的人催淚

不要愛一個讓妳心碎、不珍惜妳的人，
愛一個值得你愛且又愛惜妳的人...
愛妳的人不會狠心讓妳心碎，
因為他只覺得把妳捧在手心是他最大的幸福
他只會不惜一切的永遠毫無保留、毫無怨言的愛你疼你...

Found this is my drawer....

Today... When I was trying to clean up my drawer.... I found this......
Gosh... I swear I won't be able to write this kinda essay anymore.... Never remember I could write Chinese that well... Hahahaha~~ Cleaning up my drawer really brought back lotsa memories.... I found all my certificates I had obtained since I was a kid.... Found letters I got from my friends when I was in high school.. Love letter from first love... Diaries I wrote when I was young and silly... Diaries on the guy I adored..... Book that I wrote down my sms with someone.... LoLz... Youth..... Hahahahaha~~~~~~ I did do many silly things.... These all have sentimental value that I would never wanna throw away.. Because it represents my past....

离别

Never thought that hearing the news of your sudden decision to leave
Will make me shed tear
Will make me so upset
Although we have known each other for few years
Only this year we started to hang out more
I wished I could turn back the time
And tell myself how worthy you are as a friend
How adorable you are as a friend
Times that we spent together
Things that we had done together
How nice and caring you are
How helpful you are as a friend
How great you are as a friend
All these flashed back into my mind...
How I wished I could fly back to Brisbane....
Before your departure...
I can't believe that I would not even be able to see you when I am back in Brisbane....
I will definitely miss you....

賢惠的我

Inspired by SY's previous blog entry suddenly feel like making a delicious brunch....

First time made scrambled eggie...

Looks okie.....

Don't laugh at me..

Cause I usually make omelette.... =)

Enjoyed a healthy meal with a cup of chocolate milk.....

Good afternoon people.... =)

Vote For Calista~

Please allow me to spare an entry to promote my dear friend Calista. Please vote for her via Simply Fabulous Maybelline. She is one of my BFFs.... No matter how far apart we are... I still love her... Do you love me babe? =p Oh well..

This is one of her photos I love best.. I first saw it on Gerry's website.. I was totally stunned by her photo when I saw it... I was like.. "Aint this Calista??? OMG~~~~" Haha~

Then.. I was informed that she has been participating in the Simply Fabulous Maybelline and made it up to one of the top 10 finalist with the chance to attend New York Fashion Week!! It was always her dream to 'break boundaries' of 'only tall girls can be a model' by being a successful petite model~ And now she made a huge step to fulfill her dreams..

So come on people... Please vote for this gorgeous BFF of mine.... She made her way through the finalist all by herself.. Now all she needed is our support simply by a few clicks.... Again.... Click here for the website.... ^^ Thanks..

P/s: Okie.. You might think I am BS-ing and simply SAY that this famous and gorgeous lady is my BFF because I don't have proof.. Oh well.. I don't have a photo with her because we always talk and bitch too much when we meet... =D

担忧……

世界末日真的要来临了吗？
我真的开始担心了
今晚出门前
看了一个姐妹发给我的邮件
说的是倪柝声弟兄 (Watchman Nee) 在监狱里的经历
我的心颤了一下
让我觉得我好像真的很久没做基督徒该做的事
很久没祷告
很久没聚会
很久没读圣经
看了倪弟兄因坚持人们所谓的信仰
坚持并勇敢得当一个骄傲的基督徒
而放弃了自由
让我觉得我真的很幸福
真的很惭愧
在一个那么幸福的环境里
我却没有好好的爱主

后来
好友告诉我印尼发生地震了
我顿时傻眼
顿时吓傻了
开始担心我的家人
担心我亲爱的朋友们
印尼与马来西亚实在太近了
开始有了很多不吉利的想法
呸呸呸
回去我真的要好好珍惜家人亲人朋友们
澳洲突然来的沙尘暴
印尼的地震
真的把我震醒了
主啊，你真的要来了吗？
真的要来惩罚这个充满罪恶的世界吗？

Happy bday darl~~ HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! I FINISHED EXAM!!!! FINISHED WHOLE DEGREEE!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! S0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! Tmr going back to Msia yorrr!! But will be in KL first.... ^^ HAPPY!!!!!!!

Okie.. Bear with my crappy post... But its a happy day for me~~~ So bear with me pleaseeeee~~~~ ^^

Next can seee liang moi edi... See...... Read this stoopid crappy crazy post still got 'jiok sou' bahhhh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDAAAAAAA CHU~~~ MY DARLING LAO PO~~~~~ As your bday present... I am gonna declare that I have cancelled our divorce~ Happy mahhh??? =p You made me happy mah... See you on webcam made me miss you even moreee......... >.<

Touched..

Thanks Mandy for sharing this youtube...
I am so touched by his words..
Always remember that God lost his son too...
When we were wondering why God took our loved ones away from us....

Logan is just a little kid..
Yet he is so understanding... =)

Canon Freak... >.<

Okie.. Today after work... Suppose to go to the imigration gao dim my stuffs.. Then Fang and Vicki said the not so professional imigration staff said no need... Will kill her if I can't come back into Australia with my student visa... =.="

Then.. After lunch.. Fang said wanted to go and look for camera.. Well.. I have been craving for one for a long time too... But I wanna get a nice decent one with good optical zoom.. ^^ Expensive larr!

However, I went to Duty Free Shop... There was this camera on sale... But because I was looking at too many cameras before coming into that shop... I forgotten how it looked like after I came home.. =.=" So mao litz.. Forgotten to look at the model number also.. I put it on hold as they only have one last black one left....

The one above is the Canon SX100...

This beauty is the Canon SX110...

Well.. I have no idea which one I put on hold... But I would hope its the 110 one... If its so... It would be really worthy... Cause on Canon website its AUD399.. The 100 one is AUD299.. And the one I put on hold in the Duty Free Shop is AUD298 including 2gb memory stick and a bag... So all these would worth less than MYR1000 ler!! One thing not good about them... Use AA battery... Die la... =.=" Sigh... Why I don't have a photographic mind... =( Memory too lousy... =.="

So.. What do you think??? Should I buy it???? >.<

Nick - A man without limb but lived without worries..

Have you ever wondered why are you so unlucky....
Why do you have to do this and that when you dont want to...
.....

But have you ever thank god for what you have right now..
For being who you are? For having a perfectly healthy body?

One day when I was in the bus... Don't know why I have such a strong feeling suddenly..

If I am blind, thank you Lord for just taking away my sight..
Thanks for letting me smell the aroma of nice food and scent of the newly trimmed lawn..
Thanks for letting me walk like a normal being..
Thanks for letting me hear about what the couple next door was arguing about.. =p
I would have a set of sensitive nose and ears..

If I am deaf, thank you Lord for just taking my hearing away...
Thanks for letting me look at this wonderful and colourful world you have created..
Thanks for letting me to walk and talk...
Thanks for not letting me hear people babble about me....
I would treasure my pair of limbs you gave me...

If I am limb-less, thank you Lord for just taking my limbs away...
Thanks for giving me the chance to look and smell the beautiful flowers out in my garden..
Thanks for giving me the pair of ears to listen to prayers and your words..
I would treasure what I have now....

If I am limb-less, deaf and blind...
Thank you Lord for not taking my life away..
Thank you for giving me a chance to live in this wonderful world..
Thank you for giving me a healthy body...

Now that I am not limb-less, nor deaf or blind....
I should thank you Lord for giving me such a wonderful life with friends and family that care..
I treasure you giving me what I have today....
I thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me no matter I am happy, sick or sad...
Thank you Lord for being there for me... Always...

Lord, I love you.. Muakss! ^^

New Look~

The Old me......... C how ugly my hair is??? Blame Yung Chung.. Haha~ ^^"
This day... 20/09/08 is a memorable day.....
I lost many 'first time'.....
My first short hair that I actually willing to cut...
My first hair cut by a male stylist...
My first haircut by a Japanese...
My first haircut in Australia...
My first so dame expensive haircut in my life...

Behold~ The new me~ Short short hair... Really nervous when I went for this haircut... ^^" Comments anyone?? ^^

BFF meeting up~~

Hahahaha~ Feel so excited... My darlings are coming to visit me~ Hohoho~ In few days time.. More of these photos could be taken~ ^^ Muakssss~~ My dear~

New Blog Template

*Drum Rollz*
*Applause*

LoL~ I did all these myself.. Of course.. With some help from blogskin.com.. Hehe~ Thanks to the designer.. I have a whole new blog template~ Hehe~ However, I still had to change this and that to make this perfect.. Hoho~ Felt so happy cause I actually did this by myself without any help.. LoL~ I mean the html part.. Not bad.. I stil remember some html stuffs I learned from TTSS.. Haha~ But now.. Its purrrfecto~ ^^"

Anywayz.. Commentzz Please?

P/S: Ignore the blog title.. Cant think of a suitable one yet.. Used too much brain juice.. =p

Memoriesss... =)

^^" This really brings back memories... Tonight during steamboat session.. Fang mentioned about the Washroom MTV I showed her 2 years ago.. Jia and Vicki havent seen it.. So kept looking for it everywhere.. Thanks to Gerald.. Was able to find it in YouTube at last!! ^^

Senior 2 Ai 2004 really RoXx~ ^^

Amazing!!!

This is amazing!! Please listen to this video clip.. Before that, for the best effect:

1. Quiet environment would be preferable
2. Please put on your headphone to listen to the effect
3. Close your eyes and enjoy the Virtual Barber Shop!!!!



Amazing aye??? @@" I thought so too... >.<

Lacoste

Its all Adrian Yong's fault... I felt like a bai karr lui after seeing all these... But they are all so nice!!!!! How how how?? Teach me how to choose! I should be saving money for my trip to JAPAN!!!! But these shoes are dame nice!

This is a pair or men's shoes.. But I lovee the design! Pity my feet are not big enough to fit a men's size 7.. LoL~

This silver one looks cool..

This is another colow.. Pewter colour konon..

This is my favourite.. Cause its blue! Hehe~ Looks decent and low profiled..

What do you think? Any Ideas?

The Seventh Day 最美丽的第七天

I just finished watching a TVB Drama.. 最美丽的第七天.. This is the drama which made me wanna watch non-stop.. Haven't been having such feeling since 2 years ago? Haha~ This drama is really touching.. Even though some of the plot was kinda fake.. But then.. There are really some parts that really touched my heart..

You might think you are going through really hard times... But then... Have you ever think that some people who might be in the same age as you.. Even born on the same month.. Same day as you... Were going through harder time then you are? Yet he/she is still standing as tough as he/she could be? Ever think that when you are happy because you got promoted.. Someone out there might be happy just because he/she had just fought a terrible disease? Have you ever feel that you are having a minor cough and felt very terrible.. But actually someone out there might be suffering from a cancer therapy? Some of you might be complaining or fed up because you are having the same food every day.. But someone out there died the minute you are complaining because he/she did not have any food or drink for days...

This drama made me feel that you might feel stressed for little thing... But this little thing is just a little matter compared to others who didn't even have the chance to be stressed of the thing that you were stressed about.. They might be stressed about something that is more critical and more severe than what you are facing..

Some of you might just been dumped by your love ones, and felt that that is the end of your world.. Because you need him/her... He/She is the only one you want.. But he/she has actually forgotten you and moved on.. You had the chance to live a better life and move on.. Had the chance to find someone better than him/her.. But have you ever thought that someone could not even choose whom to love? Have you ever thought that someone did not even have the chance to love just because his/her life is going to end?

Even though some thoughts might not be related to the drama.. But this is how I felt after watching this drama... Made me thought of someone who told me her story... Thought of how silly one could be...

Lastly...

Treasure your life because this is the only life you have.. Treasure your future because many things are waiting for you ahead.. Treasure your family because they are the closest ones to you and would never abandon you.. Treasure your close friends because they are the ones who would stand by your side when you need them.. Most importantly.. Treasure what you have now because there are someone outside who does not have what you have... (Phaedra Hing, 31st March 2008)

Condolence

It has been raining for 3 days in Brisbane.. Drizzling... Heavy rain..

Last night when I was companying Fang in the boutique where she is working.. I suddenly received a shocking news.. My sis suddenly called me and ask me to call her back.. I felt weird as it was 10++am in the morning in KK.. Sis should be in school.. When I call her back... I was stunned by the news.. My grandpa just passed away.. My sisters were all at home... Waiting for my parents' news.. I was shocked... This year I had experienced 2 death in my family.. My aunty and my grandpa.. And couldn't attend both of their funeral.. I wanted to go back.. But mom said unless my cousin is going back then I will go back.. But cousin went back too many times this year as his mom passed away.. So he is not planning to go back..

I am feeling so down like the downpour outside the window right now.. Although I had the feeling that grandpa would pass away soon when I heard that he was committed in the hospital last week.. But mum just told me night before that he was much better.. But who knows.. Next morning he passed away..

Luckily he passed away peacefully.. Wasn't in much pain... I was thinking.. Why is life so unpredictable? My family was planning to celebrate his birthday this month.. Uncle from US might also come back to celebrate for him.. But instead of celebrating his birthday this month.. We had to tender his lost......

Although wasn't that close to him as he was in Kudat for the pass few years.. Came down to KK only recently.. But from my photos when I was still a baby.. He was also one of them who has taken care of the small and troublesome me.. He is old... Lovable.. Adorable.. I feel so guilty for not being able to go back for his funeral.. To pay him a last respect....

Could someone buy me an air ticket? I wanna go back...

Harry Potter The Order of Phoenix Movie

Last night during lecture.. We suddenly decided to go and watch Harry Potter.. Actually I have watched it with Sharon, Amanda they all when I was back in KK.. But since all the Harry Potter movies I had watched at least twice.. So of course I cant break my custom.. Hehe~

There were 4 of us.. Wing, Vicki, Fang and me.. Fang actually invited Jia along but he didn't wanna come along cause he finds wizardry scary.. Hehe~

It was actually my first time watching movie in Oz.. So I was stunned by the pretty huge screen in the cinema..

Went to South Bank Cinema due to the cheap price.. Half the price cheaper compared to the one in the city.. Wing claimed.. It was cheaper as it was Tuesday.. Movie Day.. ^^

By the way.. This advertisement stunned me more.. My goshh.. KK gonna stop screening Die Hard 4.0.. Here.. Haven't even start screening? Only gonna screen next month? Crazy.....

In conclusion.. Movie was great.. Comfy seat.. But really late and slow screening on new movies.. *Shake Head*

KLIA

Dudesssss... I am back! But I am still stuck in KLIA airport now.. WHY?? Stupid flight delayed for an hour in Brisbane.. Suppose to arrive KLIA at around 6am.. My flight back to KK is at 7.15.. But due to the delay.. Missed my flight back to KK which is departing at 7.15.. Cause when the plane touched the ground.. It was already 6:55am.. When I go passed the aerobridge.. Already 7a,// How ler? Went out terus saw a MAS staff holding a paper stating "MH XXX Kota Kinabalu"// Meaning finding me looo.. Aiyoo.. The staff said that the flight leaving.. And then have to take the next flight back.. But next flight full.. Have to wait.. So waiting now looo.. Hehehe~ Wish me luck laaa~ Will update more when I have chance to.. Wait yaaa........

BTW my dear friends in KK.. Be prepared to see the dropsy (水肿) me in KK ya... Haha! Cause Australia winter.. Here summer... So sure will have dropsy problem.. Science fact... 热胀冷缩.. Understood?? ^^

P/S: My flight back to KK delay again.. Luckily for 10 minutes only.. Why today all my flights delay one?? Aiyo.. Cannot go casino today.. Haha~ (KK tiada casino laaaaaa...... Start missing Aussie edi? LoL~)