Dilemma

人往往就是这样
读书的时候 希望快点毕业
因为毕业了工作了觉得自己变成大人了
可是毕业了以后
就开始烦找工作
找不到工作 就开始懊恼 开始有压力
找到了工作 却因为工作的种种压力喘不过气
找到了工作 就代表着生活一切都要靠自己
找到了工作 就开始有很多很多的责任
有时 这些责任、这些压力
真地会令人很难受

是因为责任感太重了吗？
是因为太负责任了吗？
不是
是因为责任与工资成了反比
是
是因为无法就这样抛下工作逃避另找其他
是自己的良心过不去

我错了 应该好好享受读书时的点滴

泪

最近泪腺特别发达
也不懂得为什么
突然泪水就一直流个不停

最近小小的事情
都会弄得人家不开心
小小的发现
都会弄得人家想多多
真的不懂为什么

尤其今天
整晚泪不停的滴
不管怎样
真的很谢谢你、你、你……
当然尤其是你
谢谢你们的忍耐
谢谢你们的关怀
谢谢你们全部全部的小动作
谢谢你们让我觉得安慰……

鬱悶

無聊 真的很無聊
每天過著這樣的生活
真的覺得很迷失
天天過著打工的生活
讀了那麼多書
難道就為了打工嗎？
打的是值得的還沒關係
也不能說不值得
就是感覺沒意義
唉 真的很無奈

Long Time No Seee..

So sienz..... Sorry for not updating lately....
My life is just bored and dry.. Haha~
Nth special.. So bear with my bare blog.... TQ..~~

我要耳根清净

天天听到你说工作很累
所以不想怎样怎样
所以要我怎样怎样
今天我工作完了
整个人都快崩溃了
在公司差点晕倒
对的 太累了
又睡不好
最近半夜老是突然醒来
早睡也睡不到
工作回来
叫你帮我打通电话
电话就在你隔壁
因为我也不知道电话号码
结果你说你很累
我也说我也很累
结果被你骂得狗血淋头
说什么年纪大的
说什么工作忙了一整天的
说什么工作没停过
我火气也来了
不过只能忍气吞声
因为懒得跟你吵
回去才发泄
工作9点上班还可以迟到
5点可以准时收工
晚上11点睡觉
一觉到天亮
早上我去上班都还在睡
更不用说我差不多天天都OT了
真的无语了
就打一通电话而已 就只要将两句
有那么累吗？
不是我不爱这里 只是这里真的令我太累了…………

...疑问...

是我要求高...?
是我要求多...?
是我小气...?
是我易怒...?
是我被宠坏...?
是我小心眼...?
是我有大小姐脾气...?
是我脾气暴躁...?
是我任性...?
是我固执...?
唉 算了吧 节哀 阿门 都是我不对...

Work....

15 January 2010

Just started to work this Monday as a VT in an accounting firm. I am still not used to waking up that early… This morning was struggling out of bed again… Continuously 4 days having headache… @@ Gosh… In office now, but doing nothing still… Yesterday before office hours ended at 5pm, I had been sitting here doing nothing for 2 hours…Guess it’s because I am still new, people can’t assign me much work… @@ So boring… @@ I am feeling sleepy again… Can’t online, can’t do anything while waiting for people to assign me something...

19 January 2010

2nd week working.... OT-ed these two days.. Have a feeling tomorrow have to OT too... Sigh... =___= VT jek... 2nd week jek.... Needa OT edi.. =.=""" This week friends wanna shout me out for lunch also can't... Cause I have been out doing field job in Sepangar since Friday til today.... Tomorrow have to go back to Sepangar again.... But the client's office really nice lah..~~ Quite relaxing and huge..... Although we didn't have the time to relax....

First Post of 2010

Okie... I know first post of the year should be about new year resolution and stuffs.. Haha~ But I have been busy slacking and packing and buying stuffs for the past few days to write a new year resolution... So could I pleaseeee keep it till I am back from Taiwan or maybe wait till Chinese New Year..? LoLz~~

YES!! I am in Taiwan...~~ With Ying, Sha and someone.... Oh yeahhh~~ ^^ Happy me.... Another threesome trip~ The three of us meet again in another foreign country after their last visit to Brisbane about 2 years ago..? ^^

Btw... I am here to describe about my 1st day trip in Taiwan... Flight delayed for an hour in KK.. So arrived Taiwan an hour late... Poor Ah Zip waited in the hotel he works (Novotel) for another hour... Haha~ Cause others are only arriving the next day so I had to stay at his place for a night.... Bla bla bla.. Long story.... I had my first experience sitting on a scooter... OMG..... SOOOOOooo scary!!!! I am so gonna say NOOO to my papa who always wanted to buy a bike... =.= Arrived his place.... Then went to 7-11 to buy some drink.... 1st drink in my mind... Of course.... PLUM GREEN TEA!!!! The one I always drank in Brisbane.... OMG~~~ My first sip of the drink was so satisfying and refreshing..... Gooosebumps~~~ >.< Reminded me of many stuffs in Brisbane.... =) After 7-11, went back to Ah Zip's place.... It looked dodgy from the outside... But its really comfy inside...

Next morning, it was drizzling... Oh no.... After gargling my mouth with my favourite and brushing up.... We went back to Novotel for brunch while waiting for others to arrive.... The hotel is freakin awesome!! Dame pretty.. Its only opened for less than 2 months... So having buffet there sureeee awesome too~~ I had freshhhhhh salmon sashimi and sorbet... They had this wasabi flavoured sorbet...... Iuh... But forget my dieting plan, period pain, headache etc... Aiya...! Eat only lahh!!! ^^ After that Zip brought me to visit their showroom, fitness centre and pool... The pool area is freakin awesome too!! Bet dad would love the design.... @@ Their rooms are dame cool too.. I especially love their magic window in their bathroom..... ^^

Then, went to airport to meet up with someone and Ying... Both different terminal.. =.=" After checking into our hotel, called Sha but she was still with Sylvia's mom... So we went ShiLin night market and started our shopping journey... Please don't ask how much we spent.... Ying and I shopped till we didn't wanna know how much did we spend.. Haha~ We are definitely coming back to this night market again as Sha hvnt pay her visit to this awesome place yet... ^^

Tomorrow, Zhong Xiao Road shopping!! Oh no... I wonder how long my cash will last me..... @@