Melancholy

Dunno why.. Feeling very down, lost, frustrated, stress, bored, less retard lately.. Miss KK so much.. Miss my dear friends in Malaysia.. In KK, in KL... Miss being loved, being not forgotten, being siak by my family and friends back in Malaysia.. I guess I am totally being spoilt my dear family and friends this time I went back to KK..Miss hanging out with them.. Miss being a retard with Ying and having friends who understand my 'retardness'...

Maybe it's because my birthday is around the corner.. And cause having financial problems lately, might not be able to celebrate my birthday... Additionally, I am very troubled and worried about my financial loss.. Haha.. Those who chatted with me know what happened la.. Maybe that's the main reason? Haha.. No idea.. I thought I would be much happier coming back to Brisbane when I was in KK.. Cause would have more freedom.. But I realised even with freedom.. You have to have the suitable group of friends, car, money and place to go to enjoy this freedom.. I really should have social more...

Realised after I got back from KK.. There is a gap between me and my friends here.. Maybe it's because like usual.. I missed a lot after going back to KK during summer holidays.. Felt that I am left out.. Cause they have their topics of their own.. And Vicki already start looking for a new house to move in with her old housemates... And I felt more lonely.. Cause gonna be a homeless sheep.. Haha.. Fang is coming back soon.. Guess she will be staying with Jia as well.. And I felt awkward staying with a couple.. So most probably won't be staying with her as well.. How neh? Only option is my cousin lo... Haha... Hopefully my social life will improve after staying with him.. He will bring me out to social around and make more friends laaa~

Really miss being a retard le...... LoL~ ^^" And hopefullly my statement will arrive today la... So I will not so stress anymore... At least know where my money went to.. Haha..

My 1st and 2nd Birthday Presents From My Darlings.. ^^

Haha~ Birthday haven't arrived yet I has already received 2 birthday presents from 2 of my darlings... My first present was from my Lao Gong, Vicki~ Hehe~ It's a bracelet I got the day I arrived Brisbane.... Love it so much~~ It was my first birthday present for this year~ Haha.. Thankssssss my dear~~ Muaksss~
Anyone could recognise whose writing is this? I was so excited when I saw this familiar handwriting...
It was a top all the way from UK! I am so happy when I was reading the card... Touched... Sikit cry tu... Miss my dear lao po so much... Haven't been seeing her for a year or so? Thanks darling... Love the top so0o0o much! Muakssssss!!!!!

My goodness... The card reminded me that I am gonna be 21 this year... Till now... I still can't accept the fact that I am so old... I am already a 3rd year student in QUT.. Today after my lecture ended... Saw a whole bunch of 1st year students.. Vicki, Wing and I couldn't really believe that we have already been here for so long... Once we were like them... And now we are so old.. Wing said they are 2 years younger than her.. And I said 4.. Because she is actually 2 years older than I am.. Haha! Okie.... I really can't accept the fact that I am 21... >.< How?

How I started year 2008

The year of 2008 started with many happening events... I wish to let you guys know how it went... Haha!

My year started with many close accidents..... As in... Sikit sikit will have big accident those laaa... Haha!!! Hok chin chin yooo! Few times drivers who are coming out of a parking who never even look whether are there any cars passing through... Sikit hit into me who is driving my red car... Or those who suddenly cut lanes... Or those who are coming out from the small road which has a BERHENTI sign in front of them and never planned to stop and just drive out to the main road... Gosh...... Crazy KK drivers.... (Even though I might be one of them... *Blush*) Haha!

2 days before leaving KK... Wanted to go for a hair cut.. Asked sis to call driver to fetch me... Mana tau kena LC.. He say wanna go sembayang and he is sleepy... Then I called him as there was still time before he sembayang if he came to fetch me right away... Manatau kena LC also... Then nget sai.. Had to drive... And I was way behind my schedule as it took time to find parking.. The haircut took an hour... Suppose to go and buy some stuffs after hair cut then meet up with Calista for a lunch at 2pm.. Manatau late again.. Rushed to Damai...

1st nyaris-nyaris accident: I was driving past Maxis.. A 4wd suddenly drove out of the 'small road' where he was suppose to BERHENTI... Didn't even look whether are there cars... CRAZY DRIVER!
2nd nyaris-nyaris accident: Sam called and said he landed already and I was suppose to fetch him at the airport.. Rushed down to my parking space... Reversed.. BANG!!!! I bumped into the car which was behind me.. Okie.. I know this is my fault.. But this is really the only time that was my fault... However I was very fortunate that with that huge bang.. My car and his/her car was still in the best condition.. Haha...

3rd nyaris-nyaris accident: After fetching Sam, we decided to go Easyway yam cha... On the way.. Told him how hok I was.. LoL~ And he really did experience my hok-ness.. Cause in front of Easyway.. Some stupid van came out from parking and never look again... Hak si gi o0o~

After that, I realised that I am not in the driving condition lately so decided never to drive again nowadays...The next night... Night before I leave.. Went yam cha with Sharon Ying Syl.. Then asked someone to drop me at Nick's to get my hard disk.... Plop... Something happened... But I can't say much.. As someone might be reading this blog and another someone might not want someone to know what happened.. Haha! Unless someone gave me the authorisation to talk... ^^"
So far.. That's what happened to me... Haha!

Back to Total Freeeeedom... LoL~

Yo~ I am back... Back in Brisbane.. Back to my work desk.. Back to total freedom.. Haha! 20th February was Vicky's birthday.. Was also the day I landed Ozland.. Was the day my butt get stucked on the plane for more than 10 hours.. Was the day I boarded 3 flights... Really crazy aye? Well.. Once I landed.. Uncle Taxi sent me to Neway... Sing K lorr what else... My housemates are there.... Have to go.. Haha!!! Geek gods' motto.. "Moi bin gi tin"(Hakka)..??? They wanted me to bring this motto back to Brisbane... =.=" LoL~ Really non-stop fun...
Well... I will update some of my tonnes of fun during my summer holiday soon... ^^ Stay tune~