Emptyness

First night coming back to my hometown
Completed my mission and reason I came back early for
Now I felt so empty
Had the feeling that the reason I came back for might not be worthy enough
Or had been put to waste
I wonder should I be that worried
Should I really give up my fun, excitement and money that I could have earned these few days
Should I have worn myself out past few days just to rush myself back home for it
But get all these disappointments in exchange...
I really have been wondering...

Being back with my dearest family is happy
I miss my dearest papa and mama
But there's just someone here who gave me all these disappointments..
That made me wanna go back immediately...
Made me wanna give up on her..
All my dearest friends ain't back yet....
Please do come back to me ASAP....
I need your comfort and company....